Remember I mentioned my toes moving involuntarily? I've found one of the things that makes them move and it's a bit weird! For a while I've been watching them when I go to the toilet as I like to put one leg on my chair for easier access and when I was wiping my pussy after doing a catheter they went mad! I rubbed my pussy again and away they went lol! How nuts is that?

I tried to post on here from my mobile last night but I couldn't figure it out! Anyway, I got invited out with my housemate and his friends so took the offer up to get me out of the house. We arranged to meet his friends outside a shop in the area and one of the boys came and got us, jumped in the car and directed us... to the pathway to a field. Not what I expected at all! The path was rocky and it was dark so I put the flash on my phone and had a friend push me slowly. We got through the field and there were 2 tents pitched and a camp fire. Loads of people! I was wearing a skirt and vest so one of the boys got me a sleeping bag and another boy gave me his jacket.

I was worried about the whole toilet issue but one of my friends helped me - I shuffled to the edge of my seat and had him hold my legs up, bent, and got the catheter in so it drained onto the grass!

After a few hours I was chronically bored, it's hard to navigate a field in a wheelchair especially in the pitch black so I got pushed back to the car and my housemate followed behind with his friends. I dropped 2 off at home and 3 of us came back to mine where we quickly fell asleep.

I had a text off one of my friends on Tuesday about a burlesque night in a nightclub in Cardiff tonight so we decided to go. I transferred into bed and pulled on a pair of snake print wet look leggings, a white and black micro mini skirt and my black tight Armani t shirt then pulled my leg straight up and lay back to slowly wiggle and ease my left foot into a black platform stiletto pump, I had to sit up and force my fingers into the toe bit so I could ease my toes into their straight position before I did the shoe up around the ankle and started on my right foot. My right foot is more curled than the other so it took a lot more effort pushing and pulling my toes inside the tight shoe til they were all perfect. I then transferred into my chair, got myself together and wheeled to the car, opened the car door, put the brakes on and used my yellow banana board to get myself into the car and piece by piece brought the chair in behind me putting the wheels on the back seat and the wheelchair in the passenger seat. I picked my friend up and we drove to Cardiff.

On arrival my friend sorted my chair out for me and we went for a bag of chips then to the club. It was below street level and there was a lift down which the doormen helped us with and we went into the club. In the club there were stalls and free samples, I got my eyebrows threaded! There were topless men in bow-ties with trays of sweets and one kept coming up to me asking if I needed anything and if I did to ask him, then he got me to the front of the crowd for the stage shows and rubbed my back! Delicious!

At about 10 we went to the disabled toilets which were alright but didn't have the rail that pulls down so my friend helped me pull my clothes up and get back in the chair. We decided to leave at around half 11 so I dropped her home and parked in my parking spot, put my chair back together and got in my apartment and back on the sofa!

My housemate wanted a quiet weekend and his friend had work today so I decided to go with him wherever he may end up. We got hold of some friends and I drove us to a house and he gave me a piggy back in and straight up the stairs so I could use the toilet. He carried me back down when I was done and placed me on the sofa where one of the guys who I'd met before asked if I wanted my legs up. I said yes and he picked my legs up and put them on his lap.

After a while we all decided we wanted to get some party supplies so got hold of a guy who was in the middle of a party up a mountain. My housemate, me and 2 of the guys in the house decided to come too. One guy asked if I had feeling in my feet and I said no and he asked how I was driving so I explained the push/pull lever. When we got back I needed the toilet again and the guy who asked about my feet said he would carry me but I only trust my housemate so he took me and put me on the sofa after and I put my legs up again - this time it was the guy who asked about my feet. After a while he needed to get up and the other guy took his seat and I'm sure they were having a very subtle bitch fest over the seat because they both wanted to sit by me and look after my legs!

As time went by I decided I was tired and me and my housemate went home,

So we went for the Chinese, it wasn't anything special and I wasn't really satisfied as I wanted the carvery ha ha! Because it was a 2 hour drive there we pulled into a 24 hour Tesco on the way back home so I could use the toilet and pick up some snacks. Bruno is out in the cinema so we went to Cardiff Odeon (because of my disability whoever is with me gets in free!) to watch it and it was hilarious!

On Saturday my housemate sees his friend but he'd had a drink so I agreed to drive to pick his friend and girlfriend up and we all came back here. After a few hours they got a lift to one of the pubs. I don't like crowded places or drunk people so I stayed in and the boys returned Sunday about 2pm.

Before they came back I got up to have a wee and felt really off, I felt faint and got hot and sweaty quickly so I had a drink and quickly went back to bed. I didn't feel right when they arrived so I asked my housemate to bring me some breakfast in bed and got up but couldn't wait to get on the sofa. I'm not sure what was wrong with me!

The boys have discovered new occupants to one of the apartments and went up in their pants and so far have only returned to get some little red peppers from the fridge for some game boys like to play!

I was supposed to drive up to see my half sister yesterday, it's that much hard work with her that I have to go to HER cos she can't be bothered to get the train and just makes excuses. For most of last month she kept promising to come down then not answering her phone or making up stories and Monday i was going to drive down and she claimed to have a chest infection and yesterday she just didn't bother texting back. Today I text her as I had a job for her and said if you don't reply I'll give it to someone else and she claimed she text 3 times yesterday but I really don't believe her. She can reply when it comes to work but not when it comes to seeing her own sister!

I'm driving up to Tenby in a bit to pick up my housemate as he drove my old car up and sold it, then his parents want to have a Chinese but to be honest I've been fancying a Toby Carvery so I don't really want Chinese!

Miserable weather AGAIN. I have put up with this changeable weather for far too long. Before my accident I was looking at places in Australia but to go there you need work skills or money behind you and I don't think they'd let a stripper in lol!

I was so bored last night I got myself together and took a trip to the 24 hour supermarket, picked up a basket and chose some easy to make meals and snacks. The lady at the desk helped me take it to the car and even put my wheelchair in the passenger seat for me! I ate some of it when I got in and had a mild headache, I don't usually get headaches so I did my Peristeen and went to bed.

At about 4am I was still trying to get in a good position and pulled one of my legs up towards my chest when I heard a noise. I knew straight away what it was and had to try and get out of bed making the least mess possible. I stripped the sheet and put it in the washing machine and wheeled into the bathroom and transferred onto my toilet chair and it was everywhere. I washed myself and my chair, it took ages, and filled a bucket with warm water, grabbed the spray bleach and went to the bedroom to clean anything else up. I was boiling after doing all that and still didn't feel quite well so after I sorted the bed out I got back in and had a little cry because I didn't feel well.

I was rudely awoken at 8am by my aunt phoning me. She knows I have trouble sleeping and certainly wouldn't be up at 8am so I wasn't happy. I kept the call short and went back to sleep for a bit.

I finally got up at 2pm, found some half clean towels and took myself for a shower. After that I picked up all the towels that were lying about and put them in the wash after taking the bedsheet from last night out and putting it on the sofa to dry.

Well I haven't had any accidents since the last time I posted so that's good news, must have just drank more than usual or was having an off day!

My housemate came back yesterday and I decided to do the hoovering while he followed me with the camera, it wasn't easy and I was boiling hot from the hard work - I never used to hoover when I could walk, I can't stand it! After that we were debating where to go for some nice food and set off for Cardiff.

We parked in a multi storey car park and I wheeled myself to the pedestrian exit and the floor we'd chosen didn't have a lift so he had to guide me down the ramp to the next level where there was a lift. The lift had flickering lights so I think it was haunted haha! I had him push me to the place we wanted to eat, which was ages away, only to find out it was closed! By this point we were really hungry and would've eaten anything and a Portuguese restaurant nearby looked appetising. There was a high step in but I popped a wheelie and he pushed me in. Inside there was a higher level to be seated so he and one of the waiters had to carry my chair to a table with me still in it and then we ordered our meals.

The starters were reasonably priced and quite large so I was looking forward to my main which was slices of fillet in a port and honey sauce. It wasn't cheap and when it came it was 3 tiny, chewy, pieces of beef and a dish with deep-fried cauliflower, potatoes and very soft carrots and peas. I wasn't impressed but being British we just paid and left as soon as possible. The waiter helped carry me down and another diner offered to help with the step outside.

Today it's a dreary grey day, I thought it was going to be a nice weekend! Oh well!